Real Life Happens

That saying is what i took away from Chris Powell tonight while watching Extreme Weight Loss. How amazing is the human body? You can treat it like crap, beat it up, feed it junk, but it bounces back with a lot of work. Hard work, commitment, and dedication is all you need. There is no magic pill, no diet, no drinks that make you shed those pounds. Its time to take control of your destiny. Yesterday is gone but tomorrow is all yours. Tonight as my husband, ex husband, father of my children, whatever you want to call him pulled out of our driveway with our kids i reminded myself that yesterday is gone. That anger that i held on to, gone. That fear that i was never good enough, gone. That frustration, gone. Not only do i love that man that pulled out of my driveway, i love myself....and that is the first time i said those two things together in the same sentence. To truly feel amazing is a feeling that i haven't had in a very long time. it feels good to finally be in this place mentally. I just know that everything else will fall into place.